PnB Rock‘s girlfriend opened up concerning the issue of marking the one-year anniversary of the “Egocentric” rapper’s dying on Wednesday (Sept. 13), writing in an emotional Instagram put up that she’s struggled with easy methods to mark the event.
“I’ve been within the deepest despair for a lil min considering todays date, which makes a yr since your transition,” wrote Stephanie Sibounheuang a yr after the MC born Rakim Allen, 30, was robbed and shot to dying at a Roscoe’s Home of Rooster’N Waffles restaurant in L.A. on Sept. 12 whereas the 2 have been having a meal collectively.
“I argued with God about brazenly reliving today and that i completely didn’t wish to, so that is an act of obedience,” she mentioned alongside an image of the couple in happier days chilling on a ship on a sunny day. “This similar day final yr, you could possibly look into my eyes and and inform my soul was not in my physique.
All I might hear have been the gunshots time and again and so they have been so LOUD I couldn’t hear myself suppose.
I used to be so terrified and heartbroken.”
The picture roll additionally included a snap of the 2 celebrating an event with a large ice cream cone cake and household pics of the 2 with their baby, Xuri Li, and Rock’s daughter from a earlier relationship, Milan.
Freddie Lee Trone, 41, and his then-17-year-old son have been arrested every week after the capturing, with every charged with one depend of homicide, two counts of second-degree theft and one depend of conspiracy to commit theft; Shauntel Trone, 39, Trone’s spouse and the boy’s step-mom was additionally arrested and charged with one depend of being an adjunct after the actual fact to the killing and pleaded not responsible.
Sibounheuang additionally opened up concerning the day Rock was shot, writing, “You got here to me and [daughter] Lani sporting all white and mentioned these weren’t gunshots, they have been fireworks. You probably did it! You modified for the higher and also you made it to paradise! Have fun you!”
She added that she deliberate to honor her love on the anniversary and to “push through and be joyful and rejoice you, identical to you requested me to do. For I do know this Earth is momentary and we are going to spend eternity collectively. You’re a legend and never solely that…however a hero. I’m perpetually yours and perpetually loyal to you. I’ll reside my life to the fullest since you gave your life for me. Thanks Lord for carrying us via an entire yr and on daily basis after this.”
See Sibounheuang’s put up beneath.
